Things are pretty busy with school, practices, friends and I'm working my ass off, but it feels pretty good. I'm trying to handle everything all at once and it's almost driving me crazy and taking a toll on my body, but I'm actually just fine.
Thank you for keeping me sane and helping me get through everything. =]
Sometimes you really need a big kick on the ass to remind you of your true and real potential. And sometimes it takes one person to remind you of what you can really become. It's weird being optimistic and pessimistic at the same time. Just tell me when it's over and hopefully I keep my sanity.
EDIT: Just cuz the title of the blog is a little out of the ordinary, this is where it's from: At the end of the song (which got cut off in the youtube video below) there's a voice that leaves a message in an answering machine and it goes "Yo what's up man? I uh, I don't know i just wanted to say that uh, everything's cool with me now, I mean i just think, I think I'll always be funky, can't stop being funky, but I guess we just deal with it how it comes, deal with the humps, take the jumps, I feel like you're an island of reality in an ocean of diarrhea. And I love you buddy. Ok. Bye." Hope that makes more sense.
This one's for everyone. This song's been growing on me. So this is for all you guys, especially you best friend (according to my mom haha). Give me a smile!
Calm down Deep breaths And get yourself dressed instead Of running around And pulling all your threads saying Breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part, replace it But, if it's a broken arm, then brace it If it's a broken heart then face it
And hold your own Know your name And go your own way Hold your own Know your own name And go your own way
And everything will be fine Everything will be fine
Hang on Help is on the way Stay strong I'm doing everything
Hold your own Know your name And go your own way Hold your own Know your name And go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine Everything
All the details in the fabric All the things that make you panic All your thoughts results of static cling?
All the things that make you blow Hell, no reason, go on and scream If you're shocked it's just the fault Of faulty manufacturing.
Yeah everything will be fine Everything in no time at all Everything
Hold your own And know your name And go your own way
All the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name) All the things that make you panic All your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)
All the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name) All the things that make you panic (Go your own way) Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine?
All the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name) Hell no reason go on and scream If you’re shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way) Of faulty manufacturing
Everything will be fine Everything in no time at all Hearts will hold
Also, Happy Mother's Day =] Thank you mom for still treating me like your baby, even though it gets annoying sometimes, but I wouldn't have it any other way. I love you! It's days like these that make me grateful that I'm alive. Happy Mother's Day to all the Moms out there.
This is how it usually works for me: Good things happen, then later on, something happens that makes me feel like shit.
I've always been skeptical about good events in my life because I know something as bad or worst is going to come along. I think it's that time again. I don't know, something happened lately that just got me completely lost and confused on what I really want and see for myself. I just want one thing to just finally work out the way I wanted it to. I want to be fine and just be myself, whoever that really is because sometimes I don't even know. I also think that I get disappointed too easily, I always try my hardest to expect the least, but in reality I don't. I'm used to figuring shit out for myself and dealing with everything on my own, but I don't know if it worked out because everytime I feel like this it just gets worst and builds up. Oh well.. I'm tired and I hate doing this to myself, so I'll stop writing now =]. Goodnight!
"Critically acclaimed tattoo artist, Scott Campbell, recently showed his work at the O.H.W.O.W. gallery in Miami, FL. The highlight of the evening was a series of laser-cut etchings, each on a stack of $1 bills. The collection is entitled “Make It Rain” and shows a sampling of the artist’s dark and beautiful undertones."